Senior High School Memories :) :)

Now it's raining outside. The air feels a little cold. Whew.. It’s very nice to sleep. I was getting sleepy. But I should not sleep! It should not be! This morning I woke up at 9 am, and this afternoon want to sleep again? Oh, no! I may get more severe insomnia at the night.

Anet.. Lemot.. Axiang.. Pendek.. Kernet..  All that I found on my diary that I have just read. It was the nicknames given by my high school friends. Of course there are the story behind that name. But, it's a secret.. =p  I remembered the sweet memories we had together. Hwaaa.... I really miss them T.T

I want to tell a little about my senior high school friends on this blog. Because I want to share stories about my friends.I 'm sure all of you also have a friend or pal, like me too. Keep your friendship, because friends are hard to find. They are like stars. You don’t always see them, but you know that they are always there...  :)

In this picture, you can see there is a brown envelope with some letter on it. That letter I got from my friends when we had graduated from senior high school. The letters wrote by us in one of the restaurants in sun plaza.We gathered together before some of my friends went out of town and abroad to continue their study. We wrote a letter to each person and the letters can be read just on or after the first day we began to study at the college. Strange, but it made ​​all of us feel curious. After finished wrote the letters, we wrote name and date of birth of us then affix our signature on the brown envelope. We hope we will not forget each other. 

Friendship will always in our hearts despite the distance and time separating.

Gary, Valerie, Angela, Widiyanti, Suryadi, Robin

In this photo, you can see some of my best friends. This picture was taken when we held a farewell party at Wisma Benteng restaurant. We celebrate it together with all of our classmate friends and invite some teachers from our school.We made and designed our own event and eventually all of us enjoyed the party.  :)










In the other photo, you can see some of my classmate friends. This picture was taken at JW Mariot hotel when the school held the prom night party for all of 3rd senior high school students. It was planned and designed by the student council. They are very creative, two thumbs for them. It would be a festive party.  :)

Live for yourself v^-^v

I live for what? For who? Have these questions cross your mind?

So what do you think? There are many answers in our mind. “ I live to be happy, I live for the Lord , I live for the monastery, the church , I live for someone I love ,  I live for my parents , I live for my family ,  I live for money ,  I live to succeed “ and many other answers. But ,will you spend your time with that all purposes?

Do not do that! Why not? Is it wrong if we live for God, parents, family and people we care? Actually there is nothing wrong with it. It's just that I recommend you to " live for yourself ". This statement might seem selfish. Do not swallow this statement, but think more deeply. Live for yourself does not mean life without other people, just living for yourself and making happy yourself. Live for yourself who want to be a dutiful child, live for yourself who want to be happy with your family, friends and someone you love, live to be successful, live to be what you want. Do what you like, do what you want, do it all without burden. I am sure no one else in this world who want to have a messy life. Everyone wants to live happily, so they'll do their best for themselves. Why is "living for yourself " better than " living for others"? Because if you live for others, it will add the burden for you. As a result you will feel depressed, feel that you do the things which you don’t like for someone, feel that someone else is the cause of all the burden of your mind. But if you " live for yourself ", you 'll always be happy because you do all of what you want, including self-will who want happy people that you love. You will sincerely do something for them, without the burden and coercion. Because it's all for yourself. You have to fight for yourself. This is the life that you have and you live for you. What 's on your mind worth fighting for.

Mark Twain said, "Twenty years from now people will be more regretted what they didn’t do than what they did. " 

Although what we do is a mistake, we can still improve it. Do not let us regret later. Every human being has the right to do what they wants to do because basically humans are creatures who are free. I 'm sure a lot of obstacle will block you, will be a lot of bitter experiences and failures that prevent you achieving what you dream of. But do not ever think to avoid it by never doing anything. Realize of life for yourself means you know what you live for. Face the past without regret. Grasp this time with confidence and face the future without fear. Believe me, life is beautiful if you know how to live.

“ A future is something that you make yourself with your own hand, you have to believe in it .”

Insomnia

I hate Insomnia....

I hate when I can't sleep at the night. I don't know when the first time I get insomnia. I also don't know why I can get insomnia. I think it maybe start since I was graduated from senior high school. I have a long holiday and I have no idea about it. I spent my time to cleaning house, playing game, reading comic and novel , and watching dvd cassettes. Every day I sleep at 00:00 am or 00:30 am. After I found job, I started change my habit and go to sleep at 11:00 pm. I worked for 3 months then resign because I started studying at the college. Then, my bad habit come back. I sleep at 00:00 am even 1:00 am. Now I feel the effect. When I try to sleep early, it just make me had headache. It's hard to sleep under 00:00 am. I have tried many ways to sleep early, such as read the comic or novel before I sleep so I can feel sleepy. But it doesn't work. Then I try to lay on the bed and listening the music from my phone and wait until I feel sleepy. But it also doesn't work. I am confused how to solve this insomnia problem. x_x

27 Oct, My Daddy's Birthday

 

Hufff~

This morning I woke up late again. I managed to wake up at 6:00 this morning, but I have bad habit. That habit is to turn off alarm after I wake up , and then go to the bed and sleep again. Haizzz.... I'm a lazy girl. x_x

Today is my daddy's birthday. I wish I could see his face, hug and say happy birthday to him. But I can't leave my study to go back my hometown. So I have plan to give him surprise by get a phonecall this morning. But I woke up late.. T.T

I feel disappointed by myself. But time is never go back. It's useless to regret my delay. So I called him by phone at 2:00 pm after he had lunch. I am so happy can hear his voice. When I said Happy Birthday to him, he didn't say thank's or the other nice answer, he just told me that I must keep my health and keep myself. He is the coolest father that I have ever seen. But I know that he felt happy and very touched. I was going to cry, I miss him very much. But I didn't want him to hear me cry,so I took a deep breath and continue the conversation. I told him to keep his health, don't eat too late and don't work too tired. Then, we end the conversation. After end the phonecall, I cry. I just couldn't control my emotion, so take it out with crying.

I love my daddy very much....  :)

Introduce My Self :)

Widiyanti Wijaya... That's my name. That name is given by my uncle,not my mother or father. x_x

But mostly of my friends call me with my chinese name, Li xiang. That name is given by my grandfather.I will tell you a little about me. I was born on 3 May 1993. I come from Sidikalang, but now I live in Medan with my brother and cousins. 

hmm.. I just an ordinary girl with my simple life. I don't like to pretend to be a sweet girl. I love to be my self. =D

I don't care what the people may say about me. I enjoy my life so much. 

About what I love :

Foods        : Chocolate,bread,ice cream  :3 

Drinks        : Orange juice

Colours      : Red,pink,black,brown

Hobbies     : playing badminton, jogging, reading, watching, listening
                   music

Love Panda n Mickey >.<

I will never give up. Always Hwaiting!!!! XD